BHAGWAN: I FLOCK TO THEE………

BHAGWAN: I FLOCK TO THEE………

This mind is a Kumbha of thoughts.
Am I it?
This body a Kumbha of desires and suffering.
Am I it?
The more sadhana I do…
The more my ego is nourished.
What is this endless game of
Purifying my mind, emotions and body?
And how long can I push against
The Providence of occurrence?
This pushing exhausts me.
This pushing causes me to feel confused.
It is impossible to even mention surrender
When the belief that I can change everything
Is ..reigns.

You smile at my gymnastics and
I forget I have been so tired…
I flock to your open arms
And find me hugging myself deep.